Need help, Im growing ...?

I am 25, Male, I had taken enhancement pills on and off this summer. Well since last november. I had also taken testosterone boosters/anti-estrogen. But now its november again, and my chest itches a lot(even my itch a lot), and I think my chest sticks out a lil more, and they bounce a lil. But they itch alot. Does this mean my chest is growing into s??? Plus sometimes my mind becomes like its feminised. I see things differently, sensitive, and my skin is softer, my lips are a lil fuller. My hips hurt sometimes, like a weird feeling at the hip area. my is not as a girls, and I have softer hands, no grip. I think Im becommin a girl now. Sometimes i think like a girl. Im not trolling by the way. Im just asking for help on a lagit thing. I cant watch anything with crying w/o tearing up. If someones yelling at me or is mean i start to cry. Honestly can you guys help me?